Where are my sleeping pills?

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I was affraid I had gotten rid of them for sure, but I can always count on Parental Unit 1 a.k.a mother to keep everything. So yea I found them... and now I am going to welcome sweet sleep.

I want a garden with millions of pretty colorful flowers.

I want a pink cupcake with chocolate sprinkles.

I want to be the best and the best is what I shall be.

I want his arms to hold me tonight...

My eyes are closing I cant barely stay awake anymore, so I am off into dreamland.

Before I go a bit of wisdom:
To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.-Gilbert K. Chesterton

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Writing on a Friday Night.

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I am feeling...

I am feeling....

Sad.

I don't know of its the PMS or the fact that I am alone on a Friday night.

I guess I just kinda want to dissapear right now, leave and go somewhere else...somewhere that no one can find me.

I havent gone into the dark place in a long time, the dark is coming for me right now its taking over and I dont want to go there, I can't go there.

I am thinking of deactivating my facebook.... Im done, Goodnight.

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Apparently the 7 years are up!

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So I beleive in Astrology and horoscopes and all that, and I have come to realize that more than 75% of the time my horoscope is correct in some way or another. It says that today is the last day of the 7 years of erratic Uranus in my sign, which explains the amounts of unexpected changes in the past years, and trust me theres been plenty. But I already knew that this time was coming soon, as you see I've been into astrology for a while and have learned how to track my Astrological birthchart.

You see yesterday I was feeling crazy, overwhelmed. Too many thoughts consumed my mind making my head feel the pressure of it all and even though my friends were there to talk me through my crazy, which indeed made me feel better, but it was a feeling I couldnt shake off. Today, I feel calm still a little crazy but atleast my head is not about to blow up, that would be a total mess.

So all I can say right now to myself is...FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!!!

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Not enough time...

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There isn't enough time during the day to get everything that you want to get done, done.

The only way to get anything done is not to sleep, but how will I be able to function without sleep?

Ugh!!!

Well, A challenge is what I wanted so here it goes.

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D

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Dedication - I have to put a lot of dedication into what I do in order to get where I want to go there is no doubt about that in anything that I want to do in life. Wether it be achieving body and personal goals to achieving financial goals.

Determination - I am determined to go as far as possible and by any means necessary to achieve all that I am setting out to do.

Discipline - training myself in a variety of areas and have complete control under stressful circumstances.


Destroy - Anyone who gets in my way.

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An Interview...

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This Law Firm I am working at just ain't cutting it. The pay isn't at all great, thank goodness they haven't gotten on my case because I make sure I do everything right and cover my ass, but Ive seen how they get with other people in the office. The other day my coworker Rocio called me after work and said I'm about to quit. Obviously thinking rationally I told her not too and to look for something in the meantime. That's also what I am doing and guess what? I have an interview this morning before work!!! yayyyyyy!!!!

I am thinking of having a garage sale I took notice that there are so many things that I don't use or care for anymore that are in good conditions. It's on my very very long list to do.

I am going to try to write everyday, I feel horrible not writing on a daily basis anymore. I am definitely going to even if it is a one word post.

Anyway its time to go finish getting ready. Wish me Luck. :)

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Color of the week: Check Me Out Green

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The colorhe picked for this week <3

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Color of the week: Wicked White

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This is the color of the week that I picked out. :)

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Sushi

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I was a little under the weather on Sunday for mother's day but I put on my best face and took my nephew Derrik to the park,  then we headed to my cousin's Nenys house and spent time with the mothers of my family. After that we grabbed sushi and chilled for the rest of the night.

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Simply, No.

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No, I wont.
No.
No.
No.

No...thats it.

You have no idea what I am talking about? Good, neither do I.

Ummmm.... No.

Why?

Because No is a good simple word. I like it. NO!

NO!
FUCK NO!
HELL FUCK NO!

Ok... I'm done.

Goodnight!

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All it takes…

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Is a real example of a hardship, other peoples fucked up actions, distorted values, corrupted lifestyles to know exactly what you want and don’t want and that just pushes you that much further to get your own values, ideas, and lifestyle in check.

There is an exercise that I do every time I am loosing focus on what I need to accomplish and get done… I call it my Re-evaluation Exercise where I go to my special place at the park, sit down with a pad and pencil and write down everything from goals, accomplishments, wants, likes, dislikes, lifestyle changes… everything that pertains to me and my life… and then when I am done… In the same format I go over it again and write down what can change for the better, what I need to do differently in order to accomplish my goals in order to get where I want and need to be.
Sometimes you notice that things come out of nowhere and you can’t help but wonder if an outside force has something to do with it.



Well, I’m off to be Super Woman!

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Breakfast time...

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2 egg whites with a price of cheese and a cup of coffee to start my morning. Yum!

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Color of the week: Pink Hottie

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My Weekend was pretty great! Nightmare on Elm Street, A graduation, Twins Birthday with the family, the fight, Sushi. it was a very good weekend.

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The way I see it #1

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Beer and lollipops don't mix.... but its pretty interesting and I don't even like beer! Don't matter though I guess I'm getting used to the taste.. but I still can't like it I refuse beer bellies!! Hahaha....

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