The Hurricane Found Her Calm

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In the center of every hurricane there is calm, all you have to do is find the center and go with it. -Miry

Getting out of bed this morning justified how clumsy I really am, I almost tripped over my own foot and I guess my eyes were half closed going into the bathroom because I missed the door and bumped into the wall. But enough of my morning clumsiness.

Work is ok. At least theres a quiet thinking place out back... Let me show you:



I forgot to mention that my car looks like new, so beautiful... I took my Baby Scion for a little car ride to Busy Bee yesterday for a super duper car wash. I swear I felt the Scion love immediately, it felt all warm and squishy :)

Last night Annie, Mabelle, Manny, and I went to ::scary voice:: House of Horror... there were "terrifying" monsters following me everywhere It was fun and Manny was trying to freak me out.

I have a special surprise for my next blogpost.

Halloween weekend is almost here and I still have no idea what I am going to be, I don't even know if I am dressing up this year. Oh well... I've got to eat and then I am heading to the gym (Legs and Lower Back).

TAKE CARE

The Early Bird Gets The Worm

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I woke up at 7:30 this morning.
I walked to the living room where Derrik was hammering away at his trucks "fixing them."
I went to the bathroom where I brushed my teeth and tinkled. I got dressed and made coffee and toast.
I ate and packed up my Laptop gathered myself and My mother took me to work because my car is still in the shop, my dad is picking it up late this afternoon. So I got to work 10 minutes early and started to set up and learn the ropes. My bosses took me to the shopping center for lunch since I don't have a car right now I couldnt get to anywhere so I could eat and they offered to take me. Thank God cause If not I would've starved. Annabelle and Mabelle text me good luck at work :) But nothing from anyone else :( I heard latin music all day everyone here loves to speak spanish. When I get home I am going to finish the 8 hour course. I need to unwind I am to tense I can feel my back muscles and the knots, I also need a massage, perhaps a long bath and some alcohol. I have to go to sleep early today which is good... no time to think. No time to be sad. Oh and the headache went away for the most part, but its still lingering.  

Toodooloo

Taking a Nap on a Lovely Sunday Afternoon

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I am back now at my house, I went to Annabelle's house walking earlier and then went to International Mall with her, Sandy, and Mabelle walked around and ate lunch at a Pizzeria. After we went to Dolphin and watched Let Me In. It was an alright movie... the whole time I was watching but I was thinking too. Now I am home and I don't want to be here, I want to distract myself because I am sad. So I am going to do what I usually do when I am down. I sleep. I was also thinking about my favorite time of year, It is almost here after Halloween and when November starts and it starts to get cooler and it feels good outside, the weather feels nice on my skin, and I get to wear nice sweaters and long sleve shirts with boots and the Family comes together but this year I feel that it will be a little emptier than the rest of the other years. Anyways time to nap. Good afternoon.

I took a walk.

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Since my car is in the shop I took a long walk to Annabelles house and realized that I am angry. Im not sad. Im just angry. Ive been a great girl and I do great things for the ones I love.

So Thats It.

First Draft Was Ugly

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I had a really long dreary emotional post, but Im not going to post it. I just want to be happy is all.

Organization

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Today I am going to organize my room, my car, my office and do my laundry. I woke up feeling like I have to get a move on. I don't want to feel like I'm standing still so I'm going to move all day by doing things that I have to do.

Oh and today is another great hair day its still soft, silky and good smelling.

This is a short post, but I leave you with this...

Love isnt easy, anyone who says otherwise is a fool. Love is hard work, you have to be patient, accepting and crazy. You have to look beyond the surface. You have to be ready for the good and the bad.

I create my own Madness

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My madness can't be blamed on anyone, I am responsible for it, I am the creator of it.

Hello readers, I am in love with my hair today, its super silky soft and it looks wonderful not to mention the great smell every time I shake my head. Last night I had a weird dream, about the beach, dancing, and a weird house. I have a lot of trouble remembering my dreams no matter how much I want to remember them when I wake up they are no longer there no matter how vivid or how much I felt the realness of the dream I only remember bits that aren't even important.

A lot of things have been happening lately, I cant believe how fast time is going... it was just the beginning of the year yesterday... Now we are in mid October and pretty soon it'll be Christmas & New years and we are right back in the beginning of a whole new year with brand new resolutions. People say that all we have is time and plenty of it... Who fucking lied to those people?

Well Off I go to do stuff and what not. Good Day Ill write soon.

Wrong Moves

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Lately, I feel like I am in a lava pit and there are stones on the ground kinda like in Aladdin when he is in the Cave of Wonders and I have to watch where I step because at any given moment I step on the wrong stone without knowing it and I will get burned. Is that how it's supposed to be. I just don't know what I am supposed to do anymore, its become an everyday kind of thing and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel darkness surrounding me, slowly creeping in.

I've been wondering about many things lately... is it too much to want Peace? Am I a bad person? Will things get better? Do I not deserve a bit of good to come to me? Will I have the winning Lottery ticket tonight? Will I get more clients soon? Can I make this business work? Can I accomplish my body goal by the end of the month? Will I be able to pay all my traffic violations? Will I get another job soon? Why are there a lot of people going to MiiryShop, but not buying anything? Will I have to close MiiryShop? Will my hair be down to my lower back by December? I have so many Ideas in my head, can I really put them into action? Is honesty really the best policy, when it always blow up in your face? The wondering goes on and on and on... I am a firm believer that I can do anything I set my mind into and if I give it 100% then I can accomplish anything... So why is everything right now so hazy and why am I so unsure of that now?