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Bleeding Notebooks

A good morning to you fellow readers, on this lovely Monday morning the weather is wonderfully windy and beautiful. I love where I am working now, it is an internship but things are looking very promising in the making money getting hired possibilities. They love me already.




Today, I feel really happy… I truly love my friends and their company they always keep me laughing and smiling and that’s very essential to me. On Saturday we went to Chili’s and had some drinks and appetizers, we couldn’t stop laughing together and having a great time, after that we went to party at Play, It was fun to go out just the four of us together again… We need more days like that. I just have to make sure that next time I take 5 Hour Energy because I was the driver and on the way home I was falling asleep behind the wheel…..NO GOOD!



I need:

- Project Notebook

- Flash Project Sketchbook

- Canvas

- Paint and Brushes

- Pink Glasses



Its really weird how I can express my feelings completely on a piece of paper, in a notebook, in a sketchbook or painting, in this blog… but in real life I can’t come to entirely accept or express what I am feeling, It wasn’t always like that though. The other day I stumbled upon some old photos my mom had in a box and I saw myself a couple of years back and all I could think was… Wow, how things have changed.



I need to do some meditating today, so I can organize my thoughts and feelings… I am already having stupid “what if” thoughts and “scenarios,” I just don’t want to think about those “what ifs” even though I am already mentally prepared I just don’t want to deal with negative thoughts right now. I mean seriously, what is the worst that can happen that hasn’t already happened to me. Exactly! So why am I so worried?



Alright!!! That’s IT!! I’m done thinking… back to work.
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Trust

I require a reason not to trust before I do not.
I have lived the world of not trusting, and find it to be a pale and tasteless world.
I have been betrayed enough that I have made a study of it.

What I have found is this:
I cherish what I feel when I trust more than I despise what I feel when I am betrayed.

As such, my friendships run deep and my loves know no end.

But once the wall is breached, the world of my trust is off limits to the betrayer… forever.
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Goals...

So last night me and Susan went to a movie...and after we were just chillin and were talking about things and I made her do a goals list! I think this might be a good thing for her.
Besides that my weekend was absolutely fun. I enjoyed myself with my girls!

I have a lot of things to do this week and I have two finals. I also have to write a paper on three goals I have achieved for English composition. Ugh! I just looked at my schedule for next Module and I am so very disappointed.... I have classes I don't like...I hate networking!!!

I am so very confused about my guy situation...or might I say situation(s).

Ugh...and my ex keeps texting me and calling me...he is still not over the fact that I am over him... That I moved on. I got a text from him last night... Saying, "You know what I thought to myself, damn, you dont know what you got till you lose it. But come to ralize that I shouldn't. But you should sooner or later."....pfft Yeah Right! He wishes, after how he treated me and did to me.

I am doing mighty fine right now getting everything i want and doing whatever I want and pretty much having fun. But I do miss... every once in while. I'm getting better though. I am glad to say I owe my friends a lot because they are awesome!!!

Ah But anyways I am out now...I will probably write again later because it seems like its going to be a slow day at work.
acheivements, friendships, goals,
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