I don't know what to name it yet and its definitely not finished but here is what I have so far.
And the bite marks on her neck;
she's full of all the words unsaid.
Compose & poised; she'll hold it together,
Venom like fire coursing through her veins
This is what she wanted.
Her heart beat no longer active.
No one will know till dusk settles in,
She will walk at night with her pale new skin.
Her eyes, bright red with thirst.
In the shadows She will take who she wants,
If your lucky you won't be first.
She craves more than just blood,
She craves a mans blood who will give himself to her.
A slave to give her his Body, soul, blood and more.
To succumb to whatever she desires.
(c) Miry
When sleep comes everything goes away,
When you drift into that deep magnificent sleep
that cradles you.
Pain, Memories, The days collection of annoyances...They slip away.
Entering Dream world is like bliss,
An escape from the real world.
You don't have to think about anything just let the dreams come.
A Sanctuary, I call it.
My dreams aren't nightmares, Never are they nightmares.
They tell me what I need to know, and what I already know.
They are comforting... No pain exists & My heart at peace.
But then you wake...everything goes back to being the same.
(c) Miry
Alright so I finished reading The Host about two weeks ago.
Excellent book, even though it starts of slow and goes into a lot of details, over all its very good, obviously not better than Twilight =).
At this point I am really puzzled about if I am happy or not... I mean last week I had dinner with A...the story is supposedly he's ready and we are talking again...Which made me super duper happy =)... But at times he is distant, for example not calling all day or texting really late in the day. And honestly I don't want to call or text him because I have done a lot of trying and effort in the past couple of months when he didn’t even respond or I didn’t even hear from him. I think I proved that I was ready and that I want to be with him...now it’s his turn. But it’s really hard to ignore the fact that he is remote at times and when he doesn’t call or text it kills me. But I know that I have gotten stronger and I know what I have to do.
Besides all that I am really happy I have started a Twilight Frenzy between my friends... YAY ME!!!... I have gotten all of them to read it. Annabelle, Mabelle, Mariel, Laura, Susan, Giselle, Made... Annabelle got one of her friends to read it and so has Mariel and it just keeps going =) Every time we all have discussions about it, in my head I am like "Oh My Gosh...I DID THIS!" Hehehe!!! Now to find another book that is to every ones liking is going to be hard because pretty soon the last book of Twilight will come out and we would have all read them all. So time to find another series to get them all hooked on even though it'll be hard because Twilight was AMAZING, WONDERFUL, AWESOME, FANTASTIC!!! I love that book so much it helped me keep my mind off of things when I was trying to deal with the whole A thing.
How often in life,
do hearts break?
How much hurt can,
your aching heart take?
How much disappointment,
can one person make you feel?
How many loves are fake,
how many are real?
How do you say goodbye,
when you really don't want to?
How does it feel to know,
that I might possibly love you?
How does it feel to know,
that you can take this pain away?
How does it feel to know,
that you can put the smile back on my face?
Copyright (c) Miry
The words cut so deep
She could hardly breathe
But she kept her composure
She moved her lips to speak
Yet, no words, no sounds, Nothing.
Just a flow of tears…
She didn't want anyone to witness
Her weakness as she wept
She took one big step, Looked away...
And thought of all the things she wanted to say
But it was too late.
She then heard wise words
"You're stronger than you think.
And you're better than you think.
And you're going to make it through.
But you can't give up.
You'll come out shining."
Its Just that some days...
are better than others.
and some days she barely has time
to think about him and some days
she misses him like crazy.
She's fucking tired of pretending everything is okay
Her tears are starting to show
and her smile is fading away
She's on the verge of a break-down
But her friends keep her breathing.
She just wants to scream and loose control
throw her hands up and let it go
forget about everything and runaway...
to be continued...
Copyright (c) Miry
So last night me and Susan went to a movie...and after we were just chillin and were talking about things and I made her do a goals list! I think this might be a good thing for her.
Besides that my weekend was absolutely fun. I enjoyed myself with my girls!
I have a lot of things to do this week and I have two finals. I also have to write a paper on three goals I have achieved for English composition. Ugh! I just looked at my schedule for next Module and I am so very disappointed.... I have classes I don't like...I hate networking!!!
I am so very confused about my guy situation...or might I say situation(s).
Ugh...and my ex keeps texting me and calling me...he is still not over the fact that I am over him... That I moved on. I got a text from him last night... Saying, "You know what I thought to myself, damn, you dont know what you got till you lose it. But come to ralize that I shouldn't. But you should sooner or later."....pfft Yeah Right! He wishes, after how he treated me and did to me.
I am doing mighty fine right now getting everything i want and doing whatever I want and pretty much having fun. But I do miss... every once in while. I'm getting better though. I am glad to say I owe my friends a lot because they are awesome!!!
Ah But anyways I am out now...I will probably write again later because it seems like its going to be a slow day at work.
I asked you once,
not to disappear.
But now it seems,
It is I who must Vanish.
Leaving no traces behind,
I wonder if its for the best?
I guess time will tell,
Thats all I have now. TIME.
(c) Miry
Alright...so I am starting this new blog. I deleted the other one becuase to many people I didn't want to be reading knew about it so time to start a new one. =)
I am seriously thinking about who I let read this one because a lot of things are personal, but do I really care if people know more about me...do I really care that people know what I am thinking or what my life is like through this blog? I am not sure if this is a good idea but I don't care, I rather people know and relate to me on a personal level...
I think my cousin Annabelle is right I am in the weird box sometimes... but I don't care I like being weird and not like everyone else... that's boring!
So I guess this is my blog and the world is welcome to read it. This is so much easier now that I have a Sidekick because I don't have to wait to get to a computer to write down my thoughts. =) Yay!
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