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It's been a while since my last blog entry, I suspect most of you think that I may be done with writing in this blog. Rest assured that I am not done. Actually, I come back when I need to the most. This is one of those times. 

I'm kind of sad, I don't know why. I feel like nothing is what I want it to be right now. I thought that perhaps this time was going to be different, I assumed that perhaps the almighty upstairs would grant me the things I want most, I mean why he shouldn't he? I am a great person, I work hard, and I stay true to those I love. I guess there are reasons for everything. Right? 

I wear a mask, a really good mask. I brush things aside and just hope, but I'm done with that. I'm almost ready for what needs to be done. 

Good day. 

Here I am drinking my oh so delicious blueberry milk (recipe on IG @fitcrazytv), just hanging out at home. Lately I've been kind of moody, I don't know why... I think I just have a lot on my mind and also I haven't really taken a break or a vacation in a while. 

Anyway, I've been wanting to keep writing for my book, but I've been too busy to sit down and let the ideas flow. 

Awesome news my waist shrunk and my hair longer! I've been a work in progress and there's still so much to learn and accomplish. You see ... Long hair! Wool! I've been getting so many compliments, I feel really good about all my hard work.