New Year Resolution
GIVING
A
SHIT!
After the gym....
I love my pink sports bra.
oh oh oh
in the locker room!!!!!!
I saw this at Starbucks
I love it especially the ghost.
My boo and I
We are actually soul sisters.
the fake tatttooo!
It makes me happy because it came from SoS
I...
I started a new painting.
I am almost done reading the last book on the list.
I need to start 2010 list.
I am confused.
I am happy.
I am scared.
I found my notebook.
I bought a pretty pink Headband with a bow on it.
My mind needs some rest, I am going to take a nap.
If I wake up and My mind is still thinking about stupid shit I will make a Happy Songs CD to sing in the shower with.
I feel like I'm vacillated between vulnerable and bold, fierce and frightened.
Show and Tell before bed.
Show and Tell before bed.
It's a bracelet I made with four rings with words on them... Focus, Imagine, Strength, & Passion. My sister liked it a lot and wants me to make her one. :)
Color outside the lines...
I say, why not?Having this discussion with my cousin made me ralize that I love being out of the ordinary...doing weird shit, saying weird shit, wearing different things... Im colorful and I like it that way.
I finished the painting of the drawing that I was recreating and I must say I am pretty proud of myself. I can't wait to paint another.
You know what is great...that suposedly 2010 is going to be an awesome year for Pisces & I beleive it will be.
I feel Like making albums of the past 2 years and putting them up as a blog post and I think that's exactly what I will do after I finish making the bracelet...which I did already because I like to do a million things all at once.it's pretty.
I need to find my notebook.... its been lost for a few days and I will go nuts if I don't find it so I will do that and Maybe write tomorrow. Bye!
Unexpected.
Life really cracks me up, things or people in life come unexpectedly, when you think that there isn't anything that can shift your universe in such a way that it leaves you utterly speechless, there it comes & when this happens its terrifying because just what you wanted came and all you want to do is run because its just not possible, it can be a trick, a mirage, just an image of what you want... it can't possibly be in front of you...then at this point you start to accept the possibility of what just happened except now your really terrified because your fighting with yourself to keep your composure, to keep your cool and not run away from something that is good. If you don't run then the hurt possibility is there and that's why everyone runs...Because they don't want to break. I will not run. I will not turn away. Yes, when you do this you make yourself vulnerable and open yourself to being hurt once more, the beauty is that if you don't try then you'll never get anywhere and I'm done going no where. I don't want to waste my time, but this might be worth it. And that's when hope comes into play because all you can do now is hope that everything turns out alright and prepare for disappointment if it happens to come.
Magnificent Monday
3 hours. I slept for 3 hours... At least I woke up one time from the help of parental unit 1 AKA Mom. As I finished getting dressed I grabbed my converses and headed to the backyard to enjoy the morning suns warm embrace, I can't wait till I plant my flower garden so that I have something lovely to look at every time I go to my backyard.I have finished two books in a matter of 4 days... which is good because I am trying to get through enough of my reading goal list in this month.
I said I refused to talk about guys in this blog anymore until I was serious with someone... and I will stick to it... at least a little update of my love life couldn't hurt ... there is someone right now, all I can say is that things are heading in the right direction in a slow but nice pace and I am glad things worked out the way they did, I think that's enough of an update.
Christmas is coming up and I am excited because after Christmas the next step is New Years and I am so excited for the year up ahead. There is so much I want to do, so much to accomplish. It excites and frightens me all at the same time.
Yesterday was a weird one for me, I fell into one of my weird moods which was uncomfortable since 1. I am always naturally happy and 2. lately Ive been so much happier, All in all I think it was pretty much just because I laid at home all day vegetating and staying put which doesn't go over well with me since I am very active and usually can't stay still for more than a few minutes. I was trapped instead of free I even tried going to the park but there was to much going on, too many people, and not enough quiet.
I will probably write later right now I can't seem to focus to many thoughts going in and out of my brain.
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