Tired

I am so tired... of being a good person.
I am so tired of being alone.
I'm so tired of being scared.
I'm so tired of thinking that everyone is out to play that same game with me.
I am so tired of lies.
I'm so tired of things being complicated.
I'm so tired of watching people act like someone else in order for someone to like them, maybe that's why I am alone because I never act like someone else.
I'm tired of society's Idea of perfect.
I am so tired of social networking.
I'm so tired that you can see everything everyone is doing and everyone your in competition with!!!
I'm so tired of people.
I am so tired of competition. ::sighs::
I'm so tired of seeing what you want in someone elses hands.
I'm tired of everything and everyone.
I'm tired of hearing bad news.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of staying here in Miami.
I am tired of all the peice of shits living in this hell hole.
I'm tired of the bad memories.
I'm so tired of giving a lot more than i get in return.
I'm so tired, just tired.
I'm so tired of waiting.
I'm so tired.

Today is just not a fucking good day.

Going to the gym...then I dont know. Perhaps a walk in the park, yes that sounds quite lovely.
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Daily Weird Things

Today's annoyances.

Suicidal Birds... seriously swooping down in front of fast moving vehicles is not cool. Grrrr thank God I didn't kill him.

Cranky old ladies in the sauna telling me to lower my crazy rock music because it was bothering her.... Thank God I didn't strangle her.

Losing things. Where the hell is my license!!!!!

Gym music always reminds me of why I listen to an I-pod when I am at the gym. For an instant I take off my earphones and I hear "come on daddy let me see your grills".... Like who the fuck wants to see them grills, I sure as hell don't!!!!


Besides all that I had 250 contacts in my phone book and since I wanted to do some cleaning out in my life I now have 134 which consists of family, close friends, & important numbers.

Hmmmmm.... anything else I am leaving out.... Oh yes I finished my painting and now I need another new canvas and I am waiting for 3 new books to arrive, my new cellphone and I am going to go on a crazy Amazon spree.
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Not today...Maybe tomorrow.

.......
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The Present.

I love my past. I love my present.
I'm not ashamed of what I've had... of what I've done, and I'm not sad
that I have it no longer because my present looks so much better. ;)

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You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, Ill Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds...


You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, Ill Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds - Mayday Parade
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Wow...

I woke up this morning with a smile from one ear to the other.... Usually when I awake in the morning I am super cranky and bitchy, and people waking me up annoys me...So Manny calls because Mabelle is late once more waking up and being the good boyfriend that he is doesn't want Mabelle to be late... So he calls and I pick her up, when she gets in the car she can so tell my mood...she knows I'm not really a morning person... lol... and shes goes I can tell that your happy.... I ask her how can she tell and shes answers, because your smiling and your energy feels happy. So I spring into full conversation mode as to the result of my "Happiness." 

Even as I am writing this I am smiling like there is no end... I think today is a very good day thanks to... ;)

Ahhhh... I've got a feeling!!!

I feel like singign I was doing so in the car as well on my mission to find breakfast Manny suggested toget BK so I did I got a Crossiantwich and a small coffee...Oh and I told him about.... also and he says that its really good.




Ugh I have an audition for a movie on August 7th. I have to study my lines.... I think i can do wonderful as this part. I already read some of the script and it wont be hard to get into this character.

Did I mention how super awesome I am feeling today????




Well I have to go ship some items I sold.... Hopefully I can get better at this whole selling thing on ebay.... Its kind of tidious to list things one by one....blaaaaahhhh...


Toodooloo I will write later =)
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How...

How can something that feels right one moment, make you feel queasy the next?

Currently Watching:
Chaos Theory

Night Night.
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Re-Evaluation

Today Mabelle and I went to the park and had a heartfelt talk about life and our current situations, which led me to bring out two notebooks a couple of pencils and we both created a list of evaluation of the lives we lead now and what we want from life...we broke it down into specific areas. This re-evaluating life exercise was good because we made a new list of things we wanted to keep the same and things we should change for the better and we both realized we want more in our lives.

It was a good exercise and good day. We both said my special words and I think tomorrow we are both going to feel better and start working for the things we want for our futures.

We also agreed that squirrels are cute and we are going to go to the park with Sparkly Tiaras and our magical wands and dub each one different names. Hehehe...

I talked to her about .... and she has a very good feeling.

That is all for now... I have a list to compile of things i need to do tomorrow.

communication, it's the first thing we
really learn in life. funny thing is, once
we grow up, learn our words and really
start talking, the harder it becomes to
know what to say or how to ask for
what we really need, even from ourselves.
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Breathe...





Sometimes breathing exercises helps on a stressful day.
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Sometimes I wonder....

I want this!!!!!!! I know I know I am a weirdo.


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 Kidrobot Mini Munny DIY - Pink
 Kidrobot Mini Munny DIY - Pink

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