Wow...

I woke up this morning with a smile from one ear to the other.... Usually when I awake in the morning I am super cranky and bitchy, and people waking me up annoys me...So Manny calls because Mabelle is late once more waking up and being the good boyfriend that he is doesn't want Mabelle to be late... So he calls and I pick her up, when she gets in the car she can so tell my mood...she knows I'm not really a morning person... lol... and shes goes I can tell that your happy.... I ask her how can she tell and shes answers, because your smiling and your energy feels happy. So I spring into full conversation mode as to the result of my "Happiness." 

Even as I am writing this I am smiling like there is no end... I think today is a very good day thanks to... ;)

Ahhhh... I've got a feeling!!!

I feel like singign I was doing so in the car as well on my mission to find breakfast Manny suggested toget BK so I did I got a Crossiantwich and a small coffee...Oh and I told him about.... also and he says that its really good.




Ugh I have an audition for a movie on August 7th. I have to study my lines.... I think i can do wonderful as this part. I already read some of the script and it wont be hard to get into this character.

Did I mention how super awesome I am feeling today????




Well I have to go ship some items I sold.... Hopefully I can get better at this whole selling thing on ebay.... Its kind of tidious to list things one by one....blaaaaahhhh...


Toodooloo I will write later =)
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How...

How can something that feels right one moment, make you feel queasy the next?

Currently Watching:
Chaos Theory

Night Night.
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Re-Evaluation

Today Mabelle and I went to the park and had a heartfelt talk about life and our current situations, which led me to bring out two notebooks a couple of pencils and we both created a list of evaluation of the lives we lead now and what we want from life...we broke it down into specific areas. This re-evaluating life exercise was good because we made a new list of things we wanted to keep the same and things we should change for the better and we both realized we want more in our lives.

It was a good exercise and good day. We both said my special words and I think tomorrow we are both going to feel better and start working for the things we want for our futures.

We also agreed that squirrels are cute and we are going to go to the park with Sparkly Tiaras and our magical wands and dub each one different names. Hehehe...

I talked to her about .... and she has a very good feeling.

That is all for now... I have a list to compile of things i need to do tomorrow.

communication, it's the first thing we
really learn in life. funny thing is, once
we grow up, learn our words and really
start talking, the harder it becomes to
know what to say or how to ask for
what we really need, even from ourselves.
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Breathe...





Sometimes breathing exercises helps on a stressful day.
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Sometimes I wonder....

I want this!!!!!!! I know I know I am a weirdo.


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The spot.



I have a spot that I go to, which I have to go to today... not because I am sad, that is usually when I go...but because I need to clear my mind for a while and say my special words. I need focus.

I think I will write later I have so much to do and so little time to do it in, I feel like the crazy rabbit from Alice in Wonderland.

Toodooloo
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When I can't sleep at night...

I write.
I am going to take this time to practice my typing skills without looking at the bloody keyboard....which is resulting more difficult with each word I type.

I am currently taking inventory of all the cool things i could sell on Ebay, which let me tell you is many things.

I don't really like to write on this state of mind or level I am at because my brain goes in all sorts of directions at the same time and even though it makes me go a little nuts I like the way it works.

Tomorrow I have a list of things I neeeeed*** to do. So I must get to it as soon as I open my pretty little eyes that have -1.00 on each eye resulting in the use of glasses and/or contacts. I didn't really need to say my eyesight level.


These are the ones I am going to get for contacts apart from my clear pair.
 
Sterling Gray
Sterling Gray Blends

Oh I really love Yahoo Answers... it's the best device on Yahoo... I love that I can ask a question and get it answered by a whole bunch of people who think they know what they are talking about or you could search on the question that your going to ask because chances are that 100's of people asked the same question you are going to ask....and you can read what others say and make a decision based on what they tell you or join in and give them a little advice of your own even if its made up bullshit....God I love the internet.... I can shop and be on a whole bunch of social networks all at the same time and runa gajillion programs all at the same time and try to be productive but now you have so many choices and things to do....wow was I rambling again.... Yea thats probably because I am lets and since  have noone to really talk to I am using my keyboard as a means of communication and letting out my awesome little feelings....and as far as practicing my typing goes i just rather look down at the keyboard because backspacing take a really long time to get all this out.



I want to explore Yahoo some more I will be right back...

::(Exploring Yahoo!)::
Yahoo Games is so much fun!!! I think i might rock @ pool.... Lmao

Diaper Dash

Keep all of the babies of DinerTown happy in the cutest Dash game yet! This is soooo cute...I cant believe Im playing this.... Oh oh I found Bejeweled and  Ahhhh I love word games =)

ok moving on....theres so many things that i am just going to stop exploring.


My horoscope says:

July 20, 2009

  1. PiscesPisces (2/19-3/20)

    It's more important than ever to keep connections alive with the people you love. They are ultimately your rock and can serve as a grounding force in your life. As you discover that your upcoming social calendar has a lot of holes in it, resist the urge to fill them up! Leave as many blanks as possible, and call up a friend who's been waiting for a date. While you're at it, get back in touch with a family member who needs an update on how you've been.


Miry + Online Shopping = Bad

I have to figure out...if my web cam is compatible with my IM service or if I am going to have to Download either Aim or Yahoo***... The reason I have the one I do because I can be signed on to both at the same time.  + all my email clients.

I probably shpuld be heading to bed now...

Before I do I want to say a few more things like I am super happy, that every tear that had to fall from my eyes, how every day I wondered how I'd get through the night. With every change that life has thrown at me... I'm thankful for every break in my heart, I'm grateful for every start. Some pages turned, some bridges burned, but they were lessons learned.

*** very important

Blah Blah Blah Miry is out...

^_^
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Fast Forward

Sometimes I wish I can see the future to be certain... to not worry or stress, to know that in the end of all of it everything is going to be ok. But then I think that if I do see it I would rob myself of the journey, the present moment because in the end that's all there really is...the right now.

So I made a deal with myself.... I will not look into the past anymore just take what I learned, I won't worry about the future and believe that everything will be ok and that right now Im happy so now "the present moment" is what I will worry about

I am just worried about more dissapointment.... though I haven' been dissapointed lately. And what if.... I just won't think about those things...for now.

Toodooloo.
^_^
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The Odd little cat.

 Every night when I come home there is a black and white cat outside waiting for me. Its so odd. He just hangs around the outside of my house like there isn't so many other houses to hang in front of... like really... and leaves when I get home. .

Last night we found 2 stray dogs walking the streets of Miami we wanted to take care of them...but all they wanted to do was dirty dirty things ...so we let them be after watching them for about 15 minutes..

Tomorrow I leave on a mini vacation where my parents rent at Delray and Im so glad I think I need to get away and enjoy the Beach and just read a good book while working on my tan...not that I am not already dark as it is...the sun loves me it gives me extra special attention... I have to take inventory of my sun protection tools, see how much i still have of the SPF 70 Neutrogena Sunblock Spray...I dont want to burn! I also want to get a new bikini... Im thinking of selling the ones I dont use or want anymore on ebay...which wouldnt be at all bad because I need the extra cash.

Something different is happening...something I am hopeful about. I can't help but smile just thinking about it. ::giggles:: Im just a tad bit.... but a lot of things are looking up.

My Father has helped me alot in the past couple of weeks. He's the best father ever...and theres no doubt I am his favorite. I think its just that we are so alike..we are both pieces and we do have some sort of the same personality. 

I need to go to the bookstore to get the second book of a new series I am reading... the reason I want to finish the series is because in the fall there will be a show coming out on it... its about....Yea yea if you know me you know what its about...Vampires and Love... I want to hurry up and read them because my list still stands as not even half finished and I want to complete it...but more and more books just keeps getting added (my fault i want to read everything) I might just start 2010 list now.

Besides all that I am super happy about my muscles!! lol my legs and butt are looking so nice =)  Hehehehe...Im wearing shorts and skirts and dresses more often now ... I also have started a fitness blog ...my idea is to help girls get fit in a healthy way. A lot of girls buy into the whole Im not going to eat and not workout  or (fad diets) to get skinny which is dangerous to ones health. I want to get a personal trainer and nutrition certification. I feel so good that I want other people to feel just as good about themselves... Does that make sense?

Well I am off to pick up my little boo at school from practice them I am heading to the gym and the bookstore, maybe even target they always have cute bathing suits...and I am on a budget so no expensive buying.

Ciao! ;)
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Constantly changing, constantly evolving...

Different then yesterday...
Better than before,
Still not as good as tomorrow...
Something always new and different happens
I can't say what will happen next because I never know
I will turn the page and forget about yesterdays regrets though.
Tomorrow is always a new beggining.
Tomorrow is always filled with new adventures,
I might cry out of sorrow tomorrow..
or laugh hysterically until tears come out.
It will still be different then yesterday
a new adventure everyday.
-Miry

I got inspired...
I cleaned out everything the other day.
I threw away things.
I deleted pictures.
I went to the park and recited my special words,
And then I took a stroll.
I pictured what I wanted most of all and well.... i need to keep that to myself. ;)

Dino passed away the other day =( they found him dead in the pool. I am going to miss him. I still remember the day I picked him out and named him Dino because he was so hyper like the Flintstones dinosaur "Dino." He loved cheese...I should have given him more. His special place on the couch is empty now and I can tell Lily is sad and missing him too. Eventually we will have to get a companion for her.

Well I think I am done writing for now... But all I can say is that I am hopeful and many things are still changing.

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Miss Miry
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