When I think, I write.

2:41 PM Unknown 0 Comments

Do you know how my heart feels?

Let me explain.

It is like you are holding it your hands and squeezing as tight as you can. Then before it explodes you let go and then again.

Lately its been better. More dormant on somedays than others.

Im trying to put the pieces back together & binding it by myself.

I have come to the point where I don't want to be with anybody. I dont want to think about anybody. I don't want to worry about anybody. I dont want to care about that somebody anymore.

I just want to be by myself. It hurts less this way.

How does it feel?

1:17 PM Unknown 0 Comments

How often in life,
do hearts break?
How much hurt can,
your aching heart take?
How much disappointment,
can one person make you feel?
How many loves are fake,
how many are real?
How do you say goodbye,
when you really don't want to?
How does it feel to know,
that I might possibly love you?
How does it feel to know,
that you can take this pain away?
How does it feel to know,
that you can put the smile back on my face?

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& I wasn’t prepared for what happened next....

1:16 PM Unknown 0 Comments

The words cut so deep
She could hardly breathe
But she kept her composure
She moved her lips to speak
Yet, no words, no sounds, Nothing.
Just a flow of tears…
She didn't want anyone to witness
Her weakness as she wept
She took one big step, Looked away...
And thought of all the things she wanted to say
But it was too late.
She then heard wise words
"You're stronger than you think.
And you're better than you think.
And you're going to make it through.
But you can't give up.
You'll come out shining."
Its Just that some days...
are better than others.
and some days she barely has time
to think about him and some days
she misses him like crazy.
She's fucking tired of pretending everything is okay
Her tears are starting to show
and her smile is fading away
She's on the verge of a break-down
But her friends keep her breathing.
She just wants to scream and loose control
throw her hands up and let it go
forget about everything and runaway...

to be continued...

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