Don't think...

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My hyper active imagination is driving me crazy.

Apart from that, I have a busy day today, Interviews and rehearsal and then Illusion show. I bring this upon myself because I want to stay busy and do a lot of stuff this week, so far the job hunt has been going well interviews all over the place, then there's planning the whole month of working out (because I am doing a 30 day challenge of straight working out and no junk for 30 days.) Also, there is Miiry Shop, I am planning on more items like shoes, hand bags, more accessories. Working on the catalog which I have to find the photographer and plan the shoot. Finishing up sites and starting new ones. Theres just so much going on and I want to do it all. I guess I can just relax on the weekend.

So I have to go now. I am going to have a pretty busy week but I will definitely try writing on a daily basis.

Layers

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I started a new book last night, I was reading until really late (4am) and I was thinking about layers. Example layers of the earth, layers of the solar system, just layers in general... and I realized that the person that I am today is made up of layers. Layers of the past, of moments that build up ontop of eachother to who I am in this present day from my appearance to my personality to my spirit. Through all the layers, through all the years building up the mistakes, the triumphs, the failures, the acheivements, the friends, the enemies, the lessons, the pain, the happiness, all in the making... layers of me. ME. And from this moment right now behind this monitor and with every key stroke I am forever building layers to who I will be tomorrow. ME.


I have to go get a bunch of things done before tomorrow. I am going to this Event called Wachabi Fest... I hope everything goes smoothly.

So toodooloo, Til next time. Laters.

Picture Blog Day! + the Color of the week.

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Hello readers I have been MIA for a few days. just really busy trying to find another job and juggling a million things all at the same time. Today Will be picture day... So I will post up some updates through pictures.

Why Stop There?

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Just because I am great at many things doesn't mean I dont want to be good at everything else. My whole mission in life is to prove that anyone can do whatever and be good if not great at anything they set out to do. And that starts with me (Miry) being good at everything that I set out to do. In order for me to accomplish such things I need to dedicate time, effort, and most likely lots of money, because whatever I can't learn in a book I am going to have to learn in a classroom. So now I have to settle down and do lots of research and spend loads of time at the bookstore. Sometimes I wish I could just touch a book and all the information will be automatically imprinted in my head and stored away for when I need it. If anyone has the slightest idea if thats possible and how to do it I would greatly appreciate the sharing of knowlegde. 

Anyway, I have to go get ready for the Gym... You all would be very happy to know that I finished my book called Shadowland it's the third book of the Immortals series. There you go a picture. 

Sudden burst of energy...

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2 in the morning and I was falling asleep watching tv and all of the sudden I get a burst of energy... So I got up from the bed and did 2 sets of 50 jumping jacks. It was great and now I am sleepy so goodnight... tomorrow is a long day.

No Peace

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Not me. Nope definitely not. I do what I do because it's my nature.
I never thought that being me was going to have such negative reactions.
Just because I don't think things through all the way and am impulsive at times doesn't mean I am not a good person or have bad intentions. So I ask myself a question right now, should I be feeling bad about being the way I am? I don't know I sure as hell feel bad right now and I am not exactly sure if I should be feeling like this. But what can I do?

Ive been in a pretty great mood all day and pretty happy about thoughts of my goals and things that I am completely sure I will accomplish. I took care of my grandma all day an read my book which I am almost done with, just 25% more to go and I am done. I came home and have been pretty relaxed... did some stuff for MiiryShop and then I decided that my bangs were bothering me just like I do everytime that they get too long and decided to cut them. They came out good.

Well I am off to shower and get to bed, I have many things to take care of tomorrow and I am definitely not in a great mood right now.

Goodnight.

Decisions & Caffeine

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Rainy Sunday afternoon, great, the weather is matching my mood.
Anyway, hello.
I am .....
...I don't know.
Whatever.
I have to go get ready for Marlene's couple shower. I really don't feel like going but I have to she is my very good friend and either way I might possibly just be there a short while and then leave.

I've been thinking about a part time job. And work MiiryShop and Creative Control on the side until it picks up. I don't know... I guess I'll just see what happens.

Bye.

Coffee and Tears

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Woke up today at 12:48pm.
Tears strolling down my cheeks.
How am I going to go to my sisters house for little Roberticos birthday when I feel like this. I'm always happy people are going to notice my bummed out mood. My plan is to look as cute as possibly possible and paint on a smile until my cheeks hurt.

I am not sure what I should do tonight either, yesterday I went out with Annabelle and had a pretty decent time just talking shit and meeting her coworkers which are very nice and at points funny. But my thoughts always went to elsewhere.

Either way Annabelle and Mabelle gave me an idea the other day for MiiryShop, they said that I should make a catalouge maybe 100 copies or so because Annabelle stated that she once got a random catalouge from a place that she had never really heard of and there stuff was cute so she ordered from them. Doesn't sound too bad I should do it I can make the design and put eveything together in publisher and find somewhere to get copies.

Anyways I have to go get ready to go to this family event that I am not at all thrilled to go to, atleast hopefully there will be drinks and or beer, oh and cake too.

Til next time.

Feeling Poetic

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I guess under the circumstances I am feeling poetic, I have written two poems and I don't even know if they make sense... I just wrote. I write when my head spins and my head is spinning at such a rapid pace. I want to sleep because when sleep arrives my mind says goodbye. Hello dreamworld where nothing is really better everything is just a mess.

I posted one already called The Beast... I will post the other one later when I have gotten myself out of starvation mode. I havent really had an appetite so I havent felt like eating today, but I refuse to starve so Im off to make myself something worth calling a decent meal.

Later.

The Beast

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She's a beauty,
Inside lays a beast...
Tormented.
She is alone at night,
Noone at her side...
Isolated
She knows shes right,
She has to fight...
Conflicted.
She isn't affraid,
isn't a lost little soul anymore...
Strengthened.
She's getting feverish,
blood boiling hot...
Fierce.
She now knows,
found it unexpected....
Knowledge.

Miry

Cats, Roaches & Accidents

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Driving home at 1am last night after watching the awesome movie Scott Pilgram vs The World... sooooo awesome!!!! I arrive at my house and there is a white and black cat that insists on always being around my house (I hate cats) sitting on the front step of my house just staring up at my door initially I thought ...what the hell creppy cat so I hiss at it and it gives me the death stare and runs away... Hehe. As I approach the door I freak out and jump 10 steps back! I now understood why the kitty kat was watching the door, a FREAKING ROACH!!! (I hate hate hate roaches)... So there I am standing outside of my house talking on the phone contemplating as to what to do in order to get inside of my house because the roach didnt plan on moving any time soon... As I dig in my purse to find any object at which to throw at it I find a bank statement (Eh good enough) I crumple it up into a ball and start aiming and firing it at the roach with every attempt it only moved about 1 inch each time dammit! When the roach finally dispersed I couldnt help laughing at the whole ordeal outside.

Anyways, a man hit my car today and it angered me but I kept my composure.

The News & Why I don't watch it...

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Don't think I am an ignoramus who doesn't want to stay informed about the worlds on-goings and such, but I hate the news and everything about it. Death, despair, wars, the world getting worst and horrible with every news broadcast. Everyone is going crazy and the world is going to shit. The people are getting worst and more aggressive. The world is shaking figuratively and literally. Were losing faith in the world and it's losing faith in us too. How depressing...

Right now I am just thinking and contemplating on what I am going to do. This past weekend takes the prize for one of the most frustrating weekends. Lets just say psychological kryptonite, and it hasn't stopped.

I guess it's just one of those days where my stupid thinking is taking over my rationality... Passion rules reason...I need to retain my REASON!!! >o<


I'm Out. Laters.