Defiance

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…A daring or bold resistance to authority or to any opposing force.

Why does that word intrigue me so damn much? Something about being defiant just makes me feel good more than good it makes me feel great. Just thinking about it… Gives me the tingles.

I was thinking about what my friend said… God Complex … This may very well be true.

Its 9:26 am and I am Cranky, I didn’t sleep. I was up thinking ... Yes that means I wondered into the forbidden territories in my mind and there it goes… Danger. It is too much to think about.
I can’t tell my secrets because they are important to me... It's important to keep them safe... I have to keep her safe, protect her, while I mold her into what she needs to be without interference.

All I have to say now is...Time.
What you see now won’t be, and what you don’t see, will be.
Time is all it takes.

For the most part… I have realized that everything that’s happened to me has been for my benefit… I am a happier person and I realized that last year was actually a great year for me I got closer to the people I love, I had great times, I met new people and had lots of fun! Not only that but I grew up I learned a couple of things about myself that I should have known all along… I am not afraid anymore and nothing I mean absolutely nothing can come into opposition when it involves me and what I am trying to do for myself... because I always win…. Even if I lose, I win, and that’s the beauty of being Miry. Scary thought.

More than that I want to keep myself occupied, with the activities that I have been longing to do. I also found a song that makes me all tingly…



24-Jem - Mp.3
Well that’s all for now… Toodooloo

8:42 PM Unknown 0 Comments

Yes yes yes yes yes!!! There will be another book... it's going to be called Tempted which she is working on it right now!!! I am so excited... I need to add it to my wish list on Amazon along with others that I have also discovered.

I have decided that I want to have a library in my house... I know this may sound a little silly but when I was young and was obsessed with Disney princesses, Belle was my favorite... not only did she stand up for herself but she loved reading... my favorite part in that movie was when she was in Beasts castle and she discovered the immense library, I was like jackpot!

I was looking through Imeem today to see whats good in the music world.. and I came across a nicely put together Electronic Playlist.


Electronic Music: SXSW 2009

That is it for today I am going to go read now.

Too-doo-loo (^_^)

Previously...

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I just re-read what I wrote last night while I was at the club ...(I wanted to write while everything was happening) I do not believe that anything that I wrote last night made any sense. I mean I was a little on another level... alright alright a lot on another level.

I think I have a serious problem... I am starting to hate the mirror.

All in all I had a good time yesterday, The DJ was also pretty good... I enjoyed myself... After wards Annie, her boyfriend John and I went to I-hop, I felt so guilty because I ate sooooo much. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

Anyhoo I finished Hunted... and I have to say its the 5th book in the series and just as good as the previous ones but... I don't think its done there... I want more! I have to research to see if they will be coming out with another book to the series, I feel like the story should continue... the bad guy needs to come back and so many other things need to happen!!!

In my previous post I wrote this... I bought a brto the beat a that SCreams MIRY!!... Shall I Translate? Yes, I think I must because it took me a whole 5 minutes to figure out what the hell I had written... Here it goes: I bought a bra today that screams MIRY!! LaughingOutLoud... it is the truth I shall demonstrate because if I do not demonstrate I feel like you wouldn't get to know me.



Holy Shit on cucumber icicles!!!!... I took a stroll to the backyard refrigerator to get some orange juice... O.o that's when I saw IT!!! That big beautiful BOUNCE HOUSE!!! I had to... I just had too and it was sooooo much fun.

I have to go get some things done before the little nephews Bday party starts.

☮

lightes and spaxe

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Hi! Im writing from Space... yes the club, ... hehehe... and now I have just taken twp drinksa and I am so happy..!! I feel the music it feels absolutely wonderful and everything inside feels like awesome!!

Hehehee... to think that earlier today I was feeling down and lonely so I did some damage... - shopped! Yea it felt good to do something for myself butttt... when I got home and put everything away.. I felt down again.. Then I finished reading my book.... wow I can't believe I am writing from inside of spaCE... I can blow bubblesd with my gum... they just gav e me a ptron shot and I didn't like it. Ewwwww... im srtinb g to feel a little dizzy and the music still feels awesome and I still feel like the awesome punk pink princess.... did I metion that the lights are so much fun... oh I think I want to also desing clothing! I bought a brto the beat a that SCreams MIRY!! Lol omg iomg I ust did a salsa sance with annie on the ddance floor than teansitioned to trance and them we jumped... ....

I havre to peeee.!Z1
Lmfaoooo isome guy eas just dnacing so gay! So right now im in the bathtoom takingpee pee aand its tasking forwevere...annabelle is in the stall next to me... I know cause of her shoes I should know I wan there at the makll when she bought them today ......

Colorz!

Hehehehehhe! Fuck it I'll write again tomorroew.. Boobies!

My community...Volunteering...Being A Big Helper

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Currently I have been in on some projects that make me feel really good about myself. Its very rewarding.

Alright here they are..

Project A: Getting Involved in The Community
Addopt A Classroom

Project B: Helping The Animals
Volunteering at the Animal Shelter


Project C: Saving Lives

March for Babies 2009 is coming up I do this every year.

Miami-Dade
12 miles away
4/25/2009 9:00:00 AM
Crandon Park
4000 Crandon Boulevard
Miami/Key Biscayne, FL 33149