My Friday on October 30

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Yep, here I am lying down and enjoying the beautiful beach day. I love the wind right now it makes me wish I was more in touch with the elements. I just have to practice. I already made a saying..

Earth help keep me grounded,
Air blow all the negativity away.
Fire bring my heart protection,
Water wash all my fears away.

Believe it or not they help a lot, I can feel it.

:)

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Drawing

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I felt a bit inspired this morning so I decided to draw.

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Now I can see....

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Today my thoughts are on over drive, not in a bad way though, I just have a lot on my mind lately. Wait... I always have a lot on my mind... so scratch that I should say that my mind is on overdrive today.

Anyway, I was watching Push the other day and I thought how cool would it be to have super cool compulsion powers, that you can make anyone believe or do whatever you wanted them to. That would be super fun... I can make people run in their underwear in the supermarket yelling "Aliens stole my pants!" 

Since I have deprived myself or literally taken myself away from Facebook, Myspace and other Social networking things I have found that I have so much time and I am so productive, get more done, the day is so much better and even better yet that I don't get too see peoples stupidity...woooooohoooo Go me!! Wait there's more to the upside of this....yes I get to take myself out of peoples view and let them forget I exist for a while, Which you might say, "Why in the hell would you want to do that?" Well its really quite simple because people are jealous and others just want to be nosey, and then I will come back and bomabrd Facebook with my ever shining presence again, but the difference is that I would have trained myself to not be addicted to those stupid networking things.

I am kind of happy with the way things are turning out, as of lately I feel like I am finally making the right choices in some areas.

Halloween is coming up and I am making my costume instead of buying one because I am saving money, I mean seriously why waste about $50 on a costume your only going to wear for one night and thats it. Like, No Thanks.

Besides all of that I am on a good tip reading a lot, to actually reach my goal. But if I don't reach it I will just roll over the ones I missed out and put them on next years list and hope that I can acheive that list in one year.

Well I am sleepy and I should be going to bed...I am actually watching different workout videos to get ideas so that I don't always stick to the same routines...you know spice it up. If not my body gets used to the same thing and stops responding to the same workouts.

Anyways I should really be going, long day ahead tomorrow.

Goodnight loves.

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Sun Shining Sunday

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Hello fellow readers... what a lovely Sunday, its bright and the sun is beaming and the weather is actually nice...Oh and I woke up with a good hair day. =)

Makes me want to visit the lake and finish reading Blood Promise and start on a new book.

Sometimes you have an hour conversation with someone and you feel like you have received a lifetime full of information.

I've decided to treat things and life... special moments, happy moments, sad moments, hard moments, loving moments,  they all disappear and are nothing more than a memory, a memory of the past that is no longer alive, unless you keep it alive in you. And that's why most of us fail to move one... the memories of those moments are stronger in ourselves than when the moment actually happened and that's why I choose to forget. That is why I keep pictures of things I want to remember and delete those of the times and people I rather forget. For me it works... I like to look back at times and things so if I get rid of the things I don't want to see or rather forget its as if it never happened. But some memories...some.... just stay with you because of the impact it had on your life, because of the changes that took place....no matter what you decide to erase they are still there. But those types just fade with time like scars.

Wow... Sorry guys I guess I got all weird again for a brief paragraph...but seriously back to business.... I can't wait for New Moon to come out already! I'm pretty sure that on that day I will be jumping of the walls with excitement and that I will look like a little kid on Christmas morning after receiving the best gift ever!

I need to buy my self a real white gold necklace for Christmas...because since I am allergic to fake jewelry It makes my neck red and itchy and I hate when that happens. especially since I used to wear one that i had all the time but it broke =( , I have a gold necklace but I hate yellow gold ... I really do. its such and ugly color, so I refuse to wear it. I will never get rid of it though, it was a necklace my daddy bought me and I love my dad way too much to do that.

I love these songs from The Spill Canvas....


Lullaby - The Spill Canvas
This Is For Keeps - The Spill Canvas

Oh it was a great weekend and my hair smells so good. So I'm off to do things and not be cooped up in this house all day.

Today I am good, hopefully it lasts.

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Me!!!!

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sorry guys I'm picture happy recently after I got this awesome application on my phone. :)

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My Baby Lily

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I love her so much and she loves me because I pay attention to her and I give her half of everything I eat lol.

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Bored in the Car...still waiting.

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My pink obsession... I don't think it can get any gayer than this. No wait.... I take it back it can.

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Another Accident

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This time it wasn't my fault. Some dude hit me. But its all good I'm okay and so is he and I now get my whole back bumper repaired. Way to look at it on the bright side.

;)

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New Shoes ♥ =)

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Sitting @ the Tattoo Shop

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Right now I am sitting at the tattoo shop waiting for Annabelle to finish. ...lol she hasn't even started. Oh wait I hear the bzzzzzzzz of the tattoo machine and Annabelles face for the first two minutes were of pain but I think now she's getting used to it.

Its crazy...

I was thinking for a design for my own tattoo... but I am really indecisive.


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Ouch Motherfucker!!!!

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A book fell on my little toe, and a paper cut..let me tell you, the post office isn't fun at all.

Patience is key darling's... you have to be patient and wait for it. For what you ask, Everything.


I will let you in on a little secret, I've been lost for a very long time now, lost and I can't find myself I don't even think I want to. I have no direction and everytime I think I'm going the right way it turns out that I am back trying to figure out where I made a wrong turn. Sometimes I want to give up, but giving up isn't an option, never will be an option. I will just push harder than I did before in a new direction. That's just the way I am.

Today my mood is neutral, I am sitting by the lake and pondering about my next move. I wish I could leave Miami. I love this city but hate everyone in it.

Well I am going to sit here a while longer and
meditate.

Toodooloo

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Dancing Stars and Midnight in Mars

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I woke up early today and started writing in my pink notebook with my pink pen... in my personal opinion my ideas look better in pink. I started my day on a good note and I am excited about all of the ideas I have come up with.

My hair is super curly and crazy but it looks great. I downloaded the new Tiesto Kaleidoscope album and its a different style than his usual stuff more vocal I guess but I can't seem to stop listening to it... I also have a list of movies I need to download for my viewing pleasure.

Yesterday I almost shut off my phone every five minutes it would chime or ring and was getting on my nerves.

I was very humored and amused yesterday, I am alot smarter than I look... besides most of the time I just dont give fuck about stupid stuff, why should I? I mean seriously look at me, I mean really look not just the outside look past that and you'll find the treasure I hold within.

I'll write later ive got some business to take care of.

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Walk, Run, Think.

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Apart from this weekends unfortunate events =/ I won't even begin to explain, this one is off the records let's just say it was a little disappointing but nothing I can't handle....Today so far has been a good day.

For one I went to my school and asked them to please do a better job at finding me a proper job...I really hate being a bitch about it, but it is what must be done.

I asked Dario for some advice on a couple of things and he is always right. He always tells me the things that I need to hear.


I have decided that instead of going to the gym today I will go for a jog at the Park and then sit at my place and just meditate and think. I'm sure about one thing though, trust isn't just given, it must be earned.

One thing is for certain is that I cant wait to go to Orlando and see Tiesto and Have an awesome time with my friends at Hollow-o-Scream this upcoming weekend. I have this habit of wanting to leave Miami every time something happens that I am not happy about. Its weird I know but I guess its because I am weird myself and sometimes I just don't know how to not be weird. I have embraced it though and even if people don't like my weirdness there is nothing I can really do about it...I rather be absolutely weird and out there than downright boring and dull who the hell wants a dull girl? I know that I sure as hell don't want a dull guy.

Shake it, shake shake shake it!

Ive been wanting to dance so badly for the past few days but I mean really dance like turn it up and go crazy. Shake and move and swing and jump and go in circles and wave my arms in the air like I just don't care and all that good stuff... I even want to throw some salsa and merenge in the mix and rock out to some crazy rock music.

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Feelings...

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You have every right to your feelings, no matter what they are -- and you have every right to express them. So say what you mean -- you don't have to worry about how people react. That's not your responsibility, anyway. If their feelings get hurt or they take issue with things, that's because of some issue or unresolved problem they need to deal with.

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Fear

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It is funny how one person can change your whole perpective of other people. We question their actions and their motives. We analyze and compare. We push away because they installed fear.
Fear is the worst enemy, it paralyzes you and does not let you move forward, move on, take a step towards someone or something you want.
The truth is after that one person mentally fucks you up it opens your eyes to see things in a different light. People suddenly become different. It's not that they are different or changed or whatever, the fact is that now you see it differently than before.

Maybe I am thinking about this too much and I am totally wrong....Maybe I am right. Who knows thats just the way I see it.

I need to focus today. Its important for my job interview to be calm and confident and ready. I really want this job. After I will go to the gym and let out all the negativity that just entered my brain this morning. But for the most part I do feel like it is going to be a great day and that everything will turn out just fine.

:)

I will let everyone know how it goes.

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October 2nd 2009 - Annabelle's Birthday

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I am actually having as great day today.

I finished a painting yesterday. I also met A.C., a friend from facebook that invited me to have coffee with him, he's super nice. We had a lot of conversation. I went home with a smile... a real smile.

Last night I went to Flannigans for Annabelles birthday and It was fun I still have my mean streak with certain people, it depends on the person I guess like the guy Annabelle is talking to Omar's friend Carlos... Being mean to him was amusing, really they do this to themselves... I think I am only that way about people that I feel are too full of themselves for no apparent reason, Another good example is DJ Eddie, damn I miss being a bitch to him.

I am excited about tonight's festivities My Partner in crime is finally 21 and we are going to Party it up tonight at Rokbar in South Beach. Party! Party! Party! Woooooooooooo!!!!!

Today is a good day I guess you can say. And things are starting to look up again. I guess for now I am on a good level...still little stressed about the JOB situation but it will come. At least I can go to Tiesto in Orlando on the 17th Yay! =)

All in all I hope this weekend goes smoothly because I know I am going to have to make sure that I am good enough to take care of all the drunk people in my group.

Quote of the Day: Life isn't a journey of finding yourself, it's a struggle of creating yourself.

=)

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