LMFAO!!

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The Asshole texted me.

LMAO, I ignored it of course. Oh well.

Christmas is right around the corner and I cant wait for new years.

2009 will be a very good Year, hopefully.

I am super happy. Sometimes I drift back into my darkness and thoughts. But its less than before.

And I am more determined than ever to get my goals and my life back on track!

=)

Great is the art of beggining, but greater is the art of ending.

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I lost my job. But this opens the door to greater oppotunities. =)

Inspired. |My Quotes|

You can tear my heart to pieces & he will get it back to whole – Miry

The sun had set over the horizon to leave me in darkness for a dreadfully long time...Now the sun has risen with a million times the shine. – Miry

Simplicity and Complexity are two very separate universes living in my being. – Miry

The road that I Travel on might be a bit different, a bit strange. I dance to the rhythm in my soul and move to the sound of light, always shining always bright, never burning out. I don’t want another dark period where the demons took the shine. It’s been gone a long time and I took it back, now it’s all mine. – Miry

I thought I had lost my heart; it was just hiding behind a wall.
At first sight, he poked his head out just a little bit to a ray of hope.
Maybe for the first time in a long time something great was storming about.
Different he says… weird I tell him.
Weird?
How everything that we wanted just happened; from one glance in the right direction. – Miry

Tell me a story, and I will tell you a tale; two souls roaming the earth with loves that failed, their story untold as old chapters close new chapters begin, when they met each other their souls began to sing.-Miry

I may be beautiful on the outside, but I shine on the inside.
And with each new step taken, the shine multiplies. - Miry

I won’t always win the battles,
but at least I know I fought.
I’m not always going to be right,
but at least I had a thought.
I’m not always going to stand,
because at one point everyone has to fall.
but the lessons I learn from this
are the best lessons of all – Miry

....

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Just when you think things can't get anymore complicated and confusing...something happens that just proves you wrong. (What am I going to do?)

How fucking fabulous!!!!

Then there are other things like wounds that are healing, but still hurt. I hate how smells trigger memories, I really really hate that.

Alone at night sometimes thinking about things, I can't help the tears from staining my cheeks. Alone in my thoughts, nothing to distract me.

I feel out of control...yet I control everything around me. My energy doesn't seem to seize impressing me in some way or another. My energy levels are really high at some points of the day but there's a hint of something else in that energy...something I can't quite comprehend yet.

With Suffering comes growth, with love comes pain.



Everyone has secrets they keep under lock & key.

A quote from New Moon.

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I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The trade off was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I’d chosen nothing.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, p.113 **(Great Quote)**

You would think that reading this back in April would have made things worse. But it actually made them better these books where my get-a-away from reality...Thats why I love them so much...Not like everyone else loves them because of a movie or a fad... Because they helped me. I will forever be grateful for the day I stumbled upon Twilight in the bookstore.

Today I feel like shit.. I am getting sick...I can feel the symptoms... Watery Eyes, Sore Throat, Ear ache, Body ache... Wonderful just what I freaking need. NOT! The only bright side to this is that when I am sick I don't feel like eating. =) Yes Yes...I know, Bad.

Blah Blah Blah...Long weekend here I come.

Self Inflicting...

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I am fighting with myself on a daily basis. For many reasons. One of many is my problem with pulling. Today ...I have decided that if I do it, I will make a cut on my fingers. I don't want to go through it all over again.

Life is super simple, it's the people in it that make it complicated. Everything is getting more and more complicated, more and more confusing... Yet I am happy. The complications and confusions are just minor right now, but I know how they can blow up and how big they can blow up...I've seen it. Lately the bad feelings are there but nothing happens like it usually does... I think its building. Bad feelings are going to keep coming and nothing its going to happen and then drop a huge bomb. Thats what I think will happen...I am not going to lie I am so scared.

Besides that I am thinking of writing a book in the next few years, I already have a name for it Blink of an Eye, Its going to be about a girl(obviously), the story is her story, but it surrounds 4 characters specifically and how their lives collide changing their futures. Something along those lines. Thats my goal #67 Write a book and have it published.

Thanksgiving weekend is coming up ... I want to paint my room.

Miry's Drawings

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Starting (I should have left it like this.)



End. (Eh, whatever.)

New.

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So many new possibilities unfolding before me. So many different new paths, new choices, new everything...Even a new me.

My future is always uncertain, the life that I will lead is all up to me. My choice, my decisions...All me.


Failure is not an option.
And if life hits me once more, I will get back up and hit it twice as hard.
Then they will all know who is really Miry.

What I want...

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Yea, pretty much.

=)

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I saw this and really liked it.

He taught me.

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He taught me what hate really is.
He taught me how cruel one person can be.
He taught me that trust is never to be given fully.
He taught me that no one is who they say they are, truly.
He taught me how to protect myself.
He taught me how to be stronger.
He taught me to look at life a different way.
He taught me that I need to be one step ahead of the game.
He taught me that my friends are there for me 100%.
He taught me to hate Mercedes Benz.
He taught me to let go.
He taught me what lying and dishonesty really was.
He taught me that I am number 1 priority.
He changed me.




Thank you.

Confused.

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Sometimes, the questions are simple,
but the answers are complicated.

What I want and what I need are totally different things.
I know what I have to do when the time comes.
There's no other way to protect myself than to be cold and distant...
...when the time comes.
Not everyone is who they seem to be and not everyone see who I really am. And because they don't see the real me ...they are in danger.
Danger... Yes a danger to the heart. I will be your biggest mistake. Pain is what I've known this year and pain is what he will feel...
...when the time comes.
The beginning came to an end too soon and what stayed behind...what lingered in my heart and my mind was only pain that you planted.
I won't say that I miss who used to be ...because I don't. I like who I have become. The heartless bitch that has taken over me. I can't get hurt. I refuse to get hurt again.
These words: I love you, I care about you, I miss you, Thinking about you... Don't have any effect on me whatsoever... Ive gotten better at ignoring you...I've gotten better at not giving a shit about anyone. I've gotten comfortable being alone.
Being alone... Sad as it is... Its comfortable...No one can Lie to me. No one can hurt me....Just being alone.

The Sad Part is I want to Love someone and I want someone to Love Me.


So you see The answer to a simple question is truly complicated.

2009 Booklist

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2008 is not over yet...I only have 6 more books to go to reach my 30 books goal for this year, regardless I have made a list of books that I will read in 2009. It consists of 35 books. 35 is the goal.

2009 Book List
1. Atlas Shrugged by: Ann Rand
2. Untamed by: PC Cast & Kristin Cast
3. To Kill a Mockingbird: Harper Lee
4. This Side of Paradise: F. Scott Fitzgerald
5. Peter Pan: J.M. Barrie
6. The Great Gatsby: F. Scott Fitzgerald
7. A Separate Peace: John Knowles
8. The Catcher in the Rye: J. D. Salinger
9. On the Road: Jack Kerouac
10. Naked Lunch: William S. Burroughs
11. Walden: Henry David Thoreau
12. Hamlet: William Shakespeare
13. The Stranger: Albert Camus
14. The Fountainhead: Ayn Rand
15. The Perks of Bein a Wallflower: Stephen Chbosky
16. The Truth About Forever: Sarah Dessen
17. This Lullaby: Sarah Dessen
18. Blacklisted: Gena Showalter
19. Wicked Lovely: Melissa Mar
20. The Silver Metal Lover: Tanith Lee
21. Fantasy Lover: Sherrilyn Kenyon
22. Kusiels Dart: Jaqueline Carey
23. Beauty: Robin McKinley
24. The Mists of Avalon: Marion Zimmer Bradly
25. Paradise Lost: Milton
26. The Gates of Fire: Steven Pressfield
27. Watchers: Dean Koonts
28. Dracula: Bram Stocker
29. Be More Chill by: Ned Vizzini
30. True Believer by: Nicholas Sparks
31. The Mediator: Twilight by: Meg Cabot
32. Keturah and Lord Death by: Martine Leavitt
33. Vampires: The Occult Truth (Llewellyn Truth About Series): by Konstantinos
34. SAVOR ME SLOWLY: by Gena Showalter
35. Immortal by: PC Cast
36. Goddess of The Sea by: PC Cast
37. Midnight Alley by: Rachel Caine
38. Divine By Blood by: PC Cast
39. MOONGAZER by: Marianne Mancusi
40. Divine By Choice by: P.C. Cast
41.

Lead On...

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He still leads me on...he has been doing it for quite some time.
All lies, always lies, forever lies...Nothing more than Lies.
He can't give me a clean break, Why is this? Does he want to keep me there
until he is ready?

Does he think I am a retard I know he lies through his teeth... I know about all the lies and I know all his secrets.

I won't budge again and not a word will I say...I'm just going to turn the other way. I won't let him back in my life again... This time he stays out and far away from me. I have actually thought of changing my phone number. But it will give me great pleasure when he tries to contact me and I will not respond.

Last night I was talking about this situation to my cousin...as she states
"Miry, I am going to tell you this as nice as possible...Get over him... and I will tell you why, because you are beautiful and a good person.. those pretty and good people are hard to find...so your prettyness and goodness should not be wasted on garbage."

She is Right. She always is.

Untitled and Unfinished

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I don't know what to name it yet and its definitely not finished but here is what I have so far.


And the bite marks on her neck;
she's full of all the words unsaid.
Compose & poised; she'll hold it together,
Venom like fire coursing through her veins
This is what she wanted.
Her heart beat no longer active.
No one will know till dusk settles in,
She will walk at night with her pale new skin.
Her eyes, bright red with thirst.
In the shadows She will take who she wants,
If your lucky you won't be first.
She craves more than just blood,
She craves a mans blood who will give himself to her.
A slave to give her his Body, soul, blood and more.
To succumb to whatever she desires.


(c) Miry

Confused. =/

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Ugh..

Only 1 hour of sleep, How great..I could have died this morning trying not to fall asleep behind the wheel.

I did kill 17 chapters of my new book I just started last night, I figure that I will be don't with it by today if not maybe tomorrow. =) Then I can Start Another.

At least I can be away in my own world for a while, so I don't have to think.

I'm so confused right now about a lot. Blah! I feel like I could mess a lot up.

Act I Scene I

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Act I Scene I
Self Analyzation

♣ Indifference, unconcern.
♣ The need for absence of emotional reactions towards certain people and things. Acquire the trait of remaining calm and seeming not to care.
♣ Self Discovery
♣ Self Improvement
♣ Freedom from thoughts about him.

The question is can I do this... can I be this person my head has planned out for me? Can I be Apathetic? Can I really not show any sort of caring or emotion towards him?
Can I really improve myself the way I want to? Can I train myself so well that I wont think about him, when he shows up in my head more times than it is truly necessary in one day? Can I sincerely move on when I am still holding on so tightly and I still want him this badly? Can I really detach myself from this, do I want to? That's absurd of course I want to!! I want to be Happy again. And then we come to improvement because of everything that has been bothering me lately, stressing me out for the last couple of months have really taken its toll on my physical appearance. I have taken notice that I am pale, breaking out, my eyes aren't the same, they don't have the same shine they used when they looked back at me, and my nutritional intake, is truly questionable seeing as my lack of appetite I don't eat much, yet I crave really bad things at really wrong times... I need to fix that ASAP!!! Another is how to free myself from the financial burden I have placed on myself, or at least make it a little better. On my way to self improvement I want to improve my organizational skills...not that I really need improvement because I can be organized beyond measure...But I am lazy at times which makes my life a mess and is really irritating. But I want to feel clean and organized, not to mention find things with more ease. And the list continues from physical to mental to spiritual...I just want to improve and make everything better in everyway possible before I go insane.

Dry Eyes

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My eyes are dry and I can see clear.
All the fog and blur gone now,
I have nothing to fear.
My heart doesn’t swell with anguish anymore,
It’s been substituted with fury and anger.
My heart is cold and as black as night.
I don’t hold on to your memory anymore,
I guess that’s what drugs are for.
I am not happy now,
But I will be eventually and hopefully..
The universe will grant me this wish,
That you’ll someday be as miserable as I used to be.

Peace!
(C) Miry

Stupid Guy!!

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That stupid motherfucking Idiot is still pissing me the fuck off!!!!

WTFFFF!!! Out of nowhere when I don't call or Text...He decides oh Imma throw a little text her way ...U alive... WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!

First of all he is a little stupid guy who doesn't even know what the fuck he has in front of him or how fucking valuable I fucking am and then to top it all off he Never calls or texts me. OMG I can't wait for the day that I fucking go go go ....He'll have to come find me and when he does find me Ill be at peace and hopefully with someone who fucking gives a shit...and then boo hoo cry cry cry.

But thats where he is wrong..I really hate games.

How I am Feeling on August 1st...

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I hate everyone!!!!!

Not really I am just really irritated with the situations at hand.

I have got 4 weeks to "get it together" WTFFFF I don’t even fucking get paid what i should get paid and they complain. What fucking ass hole bitches...I’m just going to find another fucking job in my field, fuck this bull-shit.... I don’t need there stress. Whatever I am going to my fucking job for four more fucking weeks and try to find another one and when I find it I’m gone and when I am gone so long Miry, so long important files LMFFAAAOOO!!!! I would love to stick around just to look at their fucking faces when all their precious little files are gone, Boohoo cry me a fucking river and then go drown in it bitches you brought this upon yourselves!

And that stupid stupid stupid guy, what the fuck is his problem dude dude dude if you had a little bit of intelligence you would either A. Act how you are fucking supposed to, or B. Get the fuck out of my life so I can heal and be at peace. I mean what the fuck you have time when you get home to check myspace but you don’t have 5 minutes to give a call or a text. A day shall come when I don’t want to deal anymore.

I am soooo angry right now at everyone...

Like wtf, I’m supposed to plan tonight, what is there to do in this fucking city that we haven’t already done a gazillion times and repeat every weekend. Like seriously? Ugh.

I am really starting to acquire, low bull-shit tolerance.

I really don’t want to be a bitch but when the world is turning against me, I have to do something about it. Now I understand Mariel and she has it a lot harder than I.

I know that my actions are not entirely inconsequential. I, however, honestly feel that I have to do what I feel I must do in order to live -- what I hope to be, ultimately -- a happy life. It doesn't come for free. And I have hurt people -- people I love, including myself -- along the way. And maybe I'll find Happy. But, maybe I won't.

Nevertheless, I will not sit idly by and hope that Happy just comes or happens to me. Because I was doing that for a while, when I thought I had Happy. Then Happy went away.

I have to find it and get it again. I just have to ...

Thus Far...

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Things are going pretty well, not as good as I would like them to be... but better overall. I'm still down sometimes, I hate being down; in my 21 years of life I have never felt this down I've always been happy, peppy and all that. I guess maybe because I have never really felt like this. Oh well.

I have many of projects and things to do to keep my mind busy and keep it from wandering into the dark abyss that is my brain. I actually wish I was wandering more than I was busy because it’s stressing me out!

Oh and BREAKING DAWN COMES OUT IN TWO DAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <---me freaking out... You know I'll definitely not be seen for a couple of days.

I’m trying to do a bit of changing also; I mean it’s been a work in progress since the beginning of this year. I have changed a lot, but I feel there’s more room for improvement. Things that have changed since Jan 08, hmm lets see;
--Body, I have dropped weight and body fat has gone down, muscle has gone up, tone is awesome yet I am not satisfied, I think there is still more room for improvement.

--Mentally, I have grown up a lot and see things differently... I didn’t know what I wanted, now I am unquestionably sure of what I want, My heart and my head were weaker, now they have been made a lot stronger. I know now that whatever happens I will be ok.
--Reading has become more than just entertainment; it has become my escape from the real world and into another. My little sanctuary, it’s where I am safe from my thoughts. To forget my problems and all things that is threatening to question my sanity and rationality.
-- Appearance for me is very important, I have never really had a style preference I always wore what I wanted if it looked good. It’s still the same but fashion is what I like, don’t get me wrong I don't always like all the latest trends like those Spartan looking sandals Like WTFFFF.... Please someone take them all and burn them. But I haven't been in a good financial situation recently so I have to hold off on shopping, I used to shop every weekend...I haven’t shopped in 3 months.

Everything else is just small things, for example my hair...oh my gosh my hair, it’s so long, but I’ve been wanting to cut it and every time I get the nerve to I freak out and run the other way. =)

I guess for now this is all I've got, for now.

Alright so I have a lot to say....

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Alright so I finished reading The Host about two weeks ago.
Excellent book, even though it starts of slow and goes into a lot of details, over all its very good, obviously not better than Twilight =).

At this point I am really puzzled about if I am happy or not... I mean last week I had dinner with A...the story is supposedly he's ready and we are talking again...Which made me super duper happy =)... But at times he is distant, for example not calling all day or texting really late in the day. And honestly I don't want to call or text him because I have done a lot of trying and effort in the past couple of months when he didn’t even respond or I didn’t even hear from him. I think I proved that I was ready and that I want to be with him...now it’s his turn. But it’s really hard to ignore the fact that he is remote at times and when he doesn’t call or text it kills me. But I know that I have gotten stronger and I know what I have to do.

Besides all that I am really happy I have started a Twilight Frenzy between my friends... YAY ME!!!... I have gotten all of them to read it. Annabelle, Mabelle, Mariel, Laura, Susan, Giselle, Made... Annabelle got one of her friends to read it and so has Mariel and it just keeps going =) Every time we all have discussions about it, in my head I am like "Oh My Gosh...I DID THIS!" Hehehe!!! Now to find another book that is to every ones liking is going to be hard because pretty soon the last book of Twilight will come out and we would have all read them all. So time to find another series to get them all hooked on even though it'll be hard because Twilight was AMAZING, WONDERFUL, AWESOME, FANTASTIC!!! I love that book so much it helped me keep my mind off of things when I was trying to deal with the whole A thing.

When I think, I write.

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Do you know how my heart feels?

Let me explain.

It is like you are holding it your hands and squeezing as tight as you can. Then before it explodes you let go and then again.

Lately its been better. More dormant on somedays than others.

Im trying to put the pieces back together & binding it by myself.

I have come to the point where I don't want to be with anybody. I dont want to think about anybody. I don't want to worry about anybody. I dont want to care about that somebody anymore.

I just want to be by myself. It hurts less this way.

How does it feel?

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How often in life,
do hearts break?
How much hurt can,
your aching heart take?
How much disappointment,
can one person make you feel?
How many loves are fake,
how many are real?
How do you say goodbye,
when you really don't want to?
How does it feel to know,
that I might possibly love you?
How does it feel to know,
that you can take this pain away?
How does it feel to know,
that you can put the smile back on my face?

Copyright (c) Miry

& I wasn’t prepared for what happened next....

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The words cut so deep
She could hardly breathe
But she kept her composure
She moved her lips to speak
Yet, no words, no sounds, Nothing.
Just a flow of tears…
She didn't want anyone to witness
Her weakness as she wept
She took one big step, Looked away...
And thought of all the things she wanted to say
But it was too late.
She then heard wise words
"You're stronger than you think.
And you're better than you think.
And you're going to make it through.
But you can't give up.
You'll come out shining."
Its Just that some days...
are better than others.
and some days she barely has time
to think about him and some days
she misses him like crazy.
She's fucking tired of pretending everything is okay
Her tears are starting to show
and her smile is fading away
She's on the verge of a break-down
But her friends keep her breathing.
She just wants to scream and loose control
throw her hands up and let it go
forget about everything and runaway...

to be continued...

Copyright (c) Miry

Trust

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I require a reason not to trust before I do not.
I have lived the world of not trusting, and find it to be a pale and tasteless world.
I have been betrayed enough that I have made a study of it.

What I have found is this:
I cherish what I feel when I trust more than I despise what I feel when I am betrayed.

As such, my friendships run deep and my loves know no end.

But once the wall is breached, the world of my trust is off limits to the betrayer… forever.

Blah at Work...

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Since I am Done Done Done with the Twilight until August, I have gathered a little collection of books I will read until then... Some of them are on the side but there is actually a lot more, since I have been going to the bookstore once a week.

In the next three weeks I expect to have read:

The Host
Rules of Seduction
48 Laws of Power
Antony & Cleopatra
Romeo and Juliet
&
Midnight Summers Dream


Anyway, my week is going pretty great.... I started a new module so that means new classes which to my luck are both networking, upside is that I am actually starting to get it, and I am Miry I pretty much get away with murder at my school.

I have been going to the gym everyday (even weekends) I am on mission mode. I went last night for two hours, got home at 12:45am then showered and went to sleep at 2:00am I woke up at 6:00am and went to the gym for an hour. Reason I had to go to the gym this morning is because I have a date tonight so I would not be able to go after school. It is in reality a double date because Annie and the guy she is talking to is going as well.


I have to get going now, since I have to work on things for the Vegas Convention.

Ciao, avere un grade giorno! ;)

Goals...

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So last night me and Susan went to a movie...and after we were just chillin and were talking about things and I made her do a goals list! I think this might be a good thing for her.
Besides that my weekend was absolutely fun. I enjoyed myself with my girls!

I have a lot of things to do this week and I have two finals. I also have to write a paper on three goals I have achieved for English composition. Ugh! I just looked at my schedule for next Module and I am so very disappointed.... I have classes I don't like...I hate networking!!!

I am so very confused about my guy situation...or might I say situation(s).

Ugh...and my ex keeps texting me and calling me...he is still not over the fact that I am over him... That I moved on. I got a text from him last night... Saying, "You know what I thought to myself, damn, you dont know what you got till you lose it. But come to ralize that I shouldn't. But you should sooner or later."....pfft Yeah Right! He wishes, after how he treated me and did to me.

I am doing mighty fine right now getting everything i want and doing whatever I want and pretty much having fun. But I do miss... every once in while. I'm getting better though. I am glad to say I owe my friends a lot because they are awesome!!!

Ah But anyways I am out now...I will probably write again later because it seems like its going to be a slow day at work.

Paper Cuts

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Agh... I got 2 paper cuts =( I hate papercuts!!!

I am very very upset... I already finished the third book of the Twilight Saga (Eclipse) and now I want to move on to the last book..but it does not come out until August, that has me just a tad bit irritated...I want to see what happens next aghhhhh!!!

But besides that, this morning someone said that I have fire in my eyes... Hmmm.... I wonder what that means, it can't mean that I am angry or by any means upset because I am doing fine and I am happy, so what did he mean? ...

This week there are going to be a lot of changes happening...Very exciting things...I can't wait! This Month of May will be truly the month that everything changes... both physically and mentally I just hope that I am ready! I know I am.

Well I need to go work, so I am out.

Vanishing Act

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I asked you once,
not to disappear.
But now it seems,
It is I who must Vanish.
Leaving no traces behind,
I wonder if its for the best?
I guess time will tell,
Thats all I have now. TIME.

(c) Miry

Answers in bits and pieces.

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The answers come in bits and pieces. Meanwhile, we live our lives and go on about what we think and know to be our destiny. What we thought were the answers to our questions came to us in various forms at various times. And, so now we live the life we live, as it was presented to us.

I have asked many questions. I have asked them time and time again. And every time an answer came I treated it as 'the answer'... because it was all I had.

Then a curve ball ...

And a bit just came, and it contradicts all the other pieces that came before it.

Now, I don't know what to do ...

What to do? I have idea...just wait and see what more bits and pieces are given to me.

Oh and I got toothpaste in my left eye this morning... OUCH! I think I might do Yoga sometime this week hopefully soon I need to stretch and relax...and Meditate its healthy for me to organize my thoughts, they are all cluttered in my brain, so some organization is in order.

Blah

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Alright...so I am starting this new blog. I deleted the other one becuase to many people I didn't want to be reading knew about it so time to start a new one. =)

I am seriously thinking about who I let read this one because a lot of things are personal, but do I really care if people know more about me...do I really care that people know what I am thinking or what my life is like through this blog? I am not sure if this is a good idea but I don't care, I rather people know and relate to me on a personal level...

I think my cousin Annabelle is right I am in the weird box sometimes... but I don't care I like being weird and not like everyone else... that's boring!
So I guess this is my blog and the world is welcome to read it. This is so much easier now that I have a Sidekick because I don't have to wait to get to a computer to write down my thoughts. =) Yay!

Im outies.