How I am Feeling on August 1st...

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I hate everyone!!!!!

Not really I am just really irritated with the situations at hand.

I have got 4 weeks to "get it together" WTFFFF I don’t even fucking get paid what i should get paid and they complain. What fucking ass hole bitches...I’m just going to find another fucking job in my field, fuck this bull-shit.... I don’t need there stress. Whatever I am going to my fucking job for four more fucking weeks and try to find another one and when I find it I’m gone and when I am gone so long Miry, so long important files LMFFAAAOOO!!!! I would love to stick around just to look at their fucking faces when all their precious little files are gone, Boohoo cry me a fucking river and then go drown in it bitches you brought this upon yourselves!

And that stupid stupid stupid guy, what the fuck is his problem dude dude dude if you had a little bit of intelligence you would either A. Act how you are fucking supposed to, or B. Get the fuck out of my life so I can heal and be at peace. I mean what the fuck you have time when you get home to check myspace but you don’t have 5 minutes to give a call or a text. A day shall come when I don’t want to deal anymore.

I am soooo angry right now at everyone...

Like wtf, I’m supposed to plan tonight, what is there to do in this fucking city that we haven’t already done a gazillion times and repeat every weekend. Like seriously? Ugh.

I am really starting to acquire, low bull-shit tolerance.

I really don’t want to be a bitch but when the world is turning against me, I have to do something about it. Now I understand Mariel and she has it a lot harder than I.

I know that my actions are not entirely inconsequential. I, however, honestly feel that I have to do what I feel I must do in order to live -- what I hope to be, ultimately -- a happy life. It doesn't come for free. And I have hurt people -- people I love, including myself -- along the way. And maybe I'll find Happy. But, maybe I won't.

Nevertheless, I will not sit idly by and hope that Happy just comes or happens to me. Because I was doing that for a while, when I thought I had Happy. Then Happy went away.

I have to find it and get it again. I just have to ...