hey i see you deleted my comment. i wanted to appologise if you happened to take offence to what i said. i appologise. I meant it to be taken as me telling you that you should express the way you feel in a way other then you writeing...i saw that you can draw and all that good stuff. pluss i see you are a very emotionaly "in tune" person.so whats stoping you? You can obviously express how you feel to the public threw literature...how about dding some color to the mix.(great stress reliever by the way). Im not a creep im just someone who still has faith in people. Check my blog out if you get a chance. maybe you could give me some insight as well.