It's time now for big decision making and big changes. 

Sometimes, people are blinded by love, hate, anger or whatever else emotion. Today I am not blinded because I see things for what they are and I don't like what I see. I am putting my emotions in a little box for a while and not letting them out until I have decided what will truly make me happy.   I am a very good person and I will not let anyone tell me otherwise.